Sunday, October 17, 2010
{ Sunday, October 17, 2010 }
I still love you naz
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, if your heart still does.
I may not be with him, But he's still in my world :'(
I wanted you to know that my heart still remains with you.
Nobody knows that i still fall asleep thinking of you.
When i said i didn't love you anymore, That was just a huge lie.
Dear -------,
Should forget all about you?
Whats the point, When you wanna ask girls to go on a date with you?
I'd rather not exsist in this world.
I guess this time its over, I'm keeping my heart. I'm gonna be strong and not to fall apart. I'll get better, I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks, I won't wanna die. I'll be able to sleep, It won't hurt so bad & it won't hurt so deep.
Are we even meant for each other? I want you to answer me that.
My friends says that you're to old for me,
But then, I replied in my heart "Who cares? Its love, & love doesn't matters in evrything. It only matter in the heart^^"
Love makes you stupid ):
I know i'm not perfect, But at the end of the day, Who is?
Don't worry about me, Its not like i think about you constantly. So maybe i do, But that shouln't affect your life anymore. Sigh**
You just don't understand, Do you?
Everytime i talk to you, It gets worse. Little butterflies, My stomach dropping, The spinning, The feeling like everythings alright. Those never stopped.
They keep coming back, & now, no matter how many times i tried to forget about you, It never helps!
Love,
Melissa Tan
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I still love you naz